I am headed to Utah today. We have a lot of wedding business to do in 2 short days. Dresses, pictures, patterns, material, midnight Mexican food runs. I am glad we will be so busy.
As I told Aaron goodbye this morning a rush of familiar emotions came back. Back to this summer when every weekend it was goodbye for the week. I am a little apprehensive about the emotions I am going to feel when I get there. We felt them all this summer. Good ones, mostly. It feels weird to be going there and taking my motherly role with me. When my Mom was here I got to kinda leave it behind. I have accomplished a huge hurdle, I know she isn't going to be there. My mind has made itself up that she isn't there. Finally. But, that is where the emotions are coming from. I know the minute I get there it will be fine, it is all the anticipation.
So, I will put aside the anticipation, apprehensiveness, tears, and emotions (maybe) and focus on the task at hand. WEDDING!!!!! I am so excited.
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ME TOO!!
She is still here, I still feel her. It's actually very comforting. It's dad you have to worry about now... :) Oh, and you can't take off the motherly hat, because I need you to wear it this weekend!!
congrats to meg. i hope dress shopping is so fun this weekend. i must admit - dress shopping might have been my favorite part of all the wedding prep.
have so much fun! mmmmm......mexican food.
good luck!!! what a great day to go to utah (my birthday!!!)
What could be more fun than wedding dress shopping when it's not your money you are spending! Enjoy this special time with Meg.
Love ya.
Hey if you need any help with anything let me know. I can take the kids anytime too if you need someone to watch them. Have a safe trip!!
Just soak it all in. The feelings, the memories and the love.
Have a great weekend with Meg!! Drive safe and wear that hat with PRIDE!! Your mom taught you how to be a good mother, she is proud of you.
Sounds like you'll be very busy but I know you and Meg will have a wonderful time - and enjoy the cold!
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