Why?

I finally got Gracie to take a nap longer than 30 minuets so I am going to take a minuet and blog about something I have dreaded now for two years. Casey's Leukemia is probably back. Why? Why do bad things have to happen to good people? I could think of a lot of horrible people that I wish horrible things upon, but I wouldn't even wish this upon them. Why again? As if 2 times isn't enough. Is there something we are all missing, something we are supposed to learn? Maybe, the third time is the charm? Or not. Maybe, the third time is the time he doesn't make it. Can he really fight it this time? Does he even want to fight it this time? I wouldn't. If he knew how hard it would be last time he wouldn't have done it. The thing is, this time there aren't very many options. If it is back (50/50 chance it is) would you fight? When is enough? Last time they went through this Aaron and I rallied around them. We did everything we knew that would ease the burden a little, and we all made it through. A lot of lessons learned, and a priceless friendship strengthened. Now we have a whole circle of priceless friendships, is it because it is not going to take two of us to get them through but six of us to help them this time? If so, I am afraid of what is ahead. But I am also almost certain the Lord puts people in your path that you need. You don't come by friends like ours on accident. We have all taken turns needing each other. Now it's Lani and Casey's turn again. I have sat here all day and thought all of these things. Have Faith is my famous saying, I have probably said it to all of you at one time or another. Maybe I need to listen to myself today. Please keep the Nish's in your prayers this week. I will keep you all posted.